Spiritual Endeavor

Man am I am bad blogger? LOL I could say that I have been doing freelance graphic design in the meantime but that doesn’t quell the need for new or interesting information on spirituality or living life to its fullest.

OK it is a gorgeous day today, warm and sunny not a cloud in the sky. I am trying to be less fearful in terms of change I like the status quo waaaay to much. I am thinking about a lot of things to help force me out of my comfort zone. Maybe moving to a younger, active environment, maybe becoming a dance teacher, join the circus, well maybe not the last one unless I get to become very bendy and work for Cirque. I am getting off my butt and working out and learning how to cook real food. Learning to have discipline and setting goals and trying not to be afraid of failing, since its not the end of the world If I do. I am trying not to give up on my self just because it may be hard or I might be afraid. In what ways am I not living to my fullest potential? What if I did step out and did things that on the outside don’t scare me but on the inside make me want to be anti-social and never have to experience life or relationships or challenges. That’s all bunk cause I know that is the reason all of us are on Earth. We need to challenge oneself and be challenged by other people. I know I have grown but I could grow in a faster clip by changing it up a bit and really combating fears, prejudices, thoughts and feelings that are not serving me any longer. God wanted all of us to be in Love with the experience of knowing the IAM. Even Jesus had rough days, he asked for the burden to be taken from him but asked for God’s will to be done anyway. Buddha was in such anguish looking and experiencing suffering but followed the path ever humbly to reach a state where he would be connected to all things that wasn’t an easy road. These great teachers among others took baby and giant leaps toward living their lives. They are extraordinary examples. We can be like them if we Let Go, Let God and move past irrational fear and experience life to the fullest.

I am forward on making changes. I hope others challenge me to make sure I am continue to move and grow. Sometimes a good push or kick in the butt is what a lady needs!

Love and Hugs

Jen