Spiritual Endeavor

Aries - Monday - 6/16/2008 - Soul Horoscopes Thanks SoulGarden.TV

Coming back to life after a power struggle within myself. Looks like things are on the up swing as my mood is back to enthusiastic levels again. I find life with it’s ebbs and flows reminding me about my personal philosophies in addition to A: a horoscope and B: a stranger’s judgment.

Truth is always stranger than fiction and this week told I was I will be tested on my spiritual or life philosophy and realizing that I have my own magic to make and its OK if no one believes in my magic as long as God and I are on the same page.

For a recap for all those not taking score. I once was a Catholic girl, not too many short plaid skirts in my closet now although I have nice Rosary collection. I believe God exists but not the way that is most traditional. I believe that Jesus lived on Earth was a Highly Evolved Spirit that came to teach us. I however, do not think God started and stopped talking when Jesus came. I think we needed Jesus but if the message wasn’t clear from Him there are many teachers out there spreading a similar if not the same message dressed up all fancy.

I think all, even people who are “evil” have God-stuff in them or are of God-Stuff but for various reasons unknowable to all of us they do negative works. (Beyond the surface ego stuff like they need money, are greedy, angry, blah blah blah)  I believe that the Universe is governed by many laws some of them are Attraction, Paradoxical Intent, Karma, and many more. I also believe that with faith, hard work, and positive thinking you can be and do whom ever you want. I think what you may want depends on your purpose on Earth and not everybody needs to be a rock star in order to be somebody. I think Everybody is Somebody for the uniqueness they bring into the world or else they wouldn’t be in this tapestry we call life.

I had a phone interview this week which brought a very unusual situation to speak my mind when asked about my philosophies. It strange that if I don’t follow the same code of life or how God works the way I see it I lose out on an opportunity because they decided the didn’t want me thinking differently. I have no hard feelings as it was God’s test for me. I know a brighter future is out there for me. The silly part about the situation is that I am like the spiritual U.N. I try not to judge and enjoy people for who they are especially if they are different from me. I hang out with atheists whom are wonderful, intelligent, good, ethical people. I also hang out with very cool, down to earth Born Again-ers, Muslims, Buddhists, Hindus, Agnostics, Christians, Episcopalians, Catholics or general non affiliates. Now working with super negative people takes it toll on me but where ever I am meant to serve I will go. If I need a spiritual cleanse I know what to do now.

To me everyone is on Earth for their purpose and usually even unconsciously we are all connected to someone else’s purpose. We are never separate from each other. Authors need readers, musicians need an listeners, products need buyers, lovers need lovers, friends need friends, we need tress and tress need us. Happy Tree Hugger aren’t I!

If bad things happen, I can guarantee that the pendulum will swing and good will come back stronger. Now the good that comes back may not be seen by all at the time but eventually down the road like 20/20 vision most will see the good that comes out of a negative situation. Choices, decisions, or circumstances effect all things. Making an effort to trust the process like a mama bird trusts that her baby will fly as she pushes her baby out of the nest. Trusting the Universe/God will have your back is good for your mental health. To think one is condemned for example what would give anyone the recourse to change their life if all there was was a dead end and pitch forks?

Judgment for all the bad in the world is not my job. That is for the Prime Mover to know. To me God knows all the details and the reasons, whys, hows and has UNCONDITIONAL LOVE for all of it. I believe there is a purpose the “negative” in the world as well. It’s our job to listen to our intuition and spark within us to do good works, and ask for guidance to help the world and its issues. My job is to do the very best to not to be a part of the problem without becoming closed off from the world. My job as well is to add joy and love to the planet. Jesus hung out with the people most people don’t want to hang out with because He loved them just the same! I like that and strive to love everyone the same especially when they seek to harm myself or others.

I am sure since I was hung up on, that I made a fiend instead of a friend and only hope that said stranger reduces judging others lest, ye be judged. I am like Charlotte, I think everyone a friend in my heart even if they do not feel the same for me.

Love and Hugs,

Jen