November 22, 2009 – 1:49 am
Hey Ya’ll I have been busy with a wonderful life changes and my self care and my blog take a back seat for a hot minute.
Some life changes: Have been unemployed for way too long. Soon to be a school girl again. Another change was meeting and then moving in with my wonderful man Joe [...]
Finding myself again is an interesting process. Self/Personality/Intimate nature has been either locked away or hidden by fear of past pain or what it I lose something if I speak my truth. I am taking the rewarding approach by not condemning myself for my self imposed prison or self inflection of “I should have done [...]
September 1, 2008 – 10:14 pm
Only one person has ever told me he loved me, and then a week or so later he broke up with me. Does that count? LOL It was long ago and it could be troubling if I didn’t think that I was the cat’s pajamas. I don’t always think of myself so highly but I [...]
August 26, 2008 – 4:37 pm
It’s amazing how time flies. I remember when I was in high school wanting to marry my then love and have like 6 kids, I saw the world as very black and white. Then I grew older, and slightly more grey etched into my view when more and more people (including me, much to my [...]
August 24, 2008 – 3:10 pm
Most of us have the instinct of fight or flight. We come with a built-in system. If things aren’t feeling too good, we want to run away in case some tiger will eat us. When it comes to human relationships, this instinct comes out when we are in a super state of joy, insecurity, anger, [...]
August 12, 2008 – 11:56 pm
I love how interesting people or people whom I find interesting (which is everyone) get together in magical ways to create or add pizzazz to my day. I am a fan of Neil Gaiman. I was haphazardly introduced to The Sandman when visiting my (ex-boy then friend at RPI) where very cool architecture students would [...]
August 2, 2008 – 10:36 pm
This weekend the stars and life have got me really creative, in various moods & emotions and thinking about what destiny has in store for me. I have a dualistic belief that some things in your life are predestined and some things are of choice. Maybe depending on the day, it may all seem very self-serving [...]
How do the stars affect our present life? Well, in simplified terms there are certain sparks, interests, life goals, as well inclinations on talents, things to grow and learn from to be gleaned from reading your natal chart. By studying a chart similar to mine, you can see where someone’s focus lies based on positions [...]
I think I repeat patterns for many reasons.
Habit of not working hard, like easy roads with clear outcomes.
Nearly masochistic enjoyment when my heart does the same things over and over again to hurt myself.
Archetypes that are innumerable and help [...]
Since having to sell my car due to unemployment I have re-entered the world a walker and public transportation junkie! I hope to save money to buy a folding bike so when I get work I can take the bus/train and can commute the rest of the way if the location is far from the [...]
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